Friday, September 28, 2007

jus ranting!

finally i decided to blog after so long....

at times, i ask myself...y am i always have to be "second class"...no matter in everything i do....cannot always be the 1st class.....as u know...when u board a 1st class flight.. u got all d advantages and benefits.....

same goes here... y am i always being treated and looked as 2nd best... i can never hav d advantages and benefits....in everything i do.... i tried to see things from a diff angle..."mayb they do these and tat....said these and tat for my own good?" but thinking back....i asked myself....am i now worth the trust???am i not worth anything??? when "they" r out of idea... "they" will come to me... as though i am a dog of sumthing????cant i be d 1st in their mind??? my goodness!!!!y mus i be the 2nd class to them.....sigh....i cant take it anymore.... feel like bursting out....so i decided to write it instead.....

whateva man...

tat's all i hav to update now.... looking forward for cg tonite.... will be great seeing all of them... zhiyu, zhi, zack, james...d whole bunch.....

finally, lesson of the day..

"bounce back stronger, and never giv up"

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