White Christmas

It is Christmas time,

My first white Christmas..

Get to spend it with Sam, miss the family alot.

Amazing love how can it be,that you my king would die for me?
Love You

Watch over me and this world. Let them know the true meaning of Christmas..

Blessed birthday My Love

Happy birthday Sam,
I love YOU..
<3 sorry i cant be there
Many more years will come...
Hugs
God bless

HI 2010

It has been a while since i last wrote..

i feel like writting now..

I am back..

These 9months of absence changed my life.

Alot of decisions made..

Choices made..

I am sticking with it..

I LOVE YOU SAMANTHA

The year of 2009

So the year 2009 is coming to an end
so how did my year go?
Well,all I can say is that a lot of things happen this year
there are too many unexpected things or maybe I see it coming but just din take action to bother it
the year 2009 is really a year of transition for me
why is that so?
1. First time leaving family behind and study abroad.those physical,mental n spiritual challenge that I have to face,but I am glad that it's gettin better now.
2. Learnt to live with others and the skills to communicate with others. I may fail a couple of times along the way,but I am going to and getting better..
3. The huge difference of trust and faith. Experience great abundance of faith by the lord
4. My first 4.0 in my college life. Honestly,I couldn't have done it with the people around me,my family support and most importantly the grace of god
5. I learnt how to tolerate u and accept things
6. Haha,first time planning a trip!!
7. I must admit this,making decision especially big ones is really s tough one for me,but so far so good? I dunno
8. One of the most important lesson I must say,to be honest with the people u care about,although the outcome may not be of liking but at least honesty is there. It is ok sometimes to let ppl see the weaker side of me, and not brag along with egoness and self centeredness. I paid the price by not doing earlier, oh well, the past is to be put to rest
9. Regret is remorseful,but to learn from It is a gold. I did things that I regretted. It is too late to change things now. All I can do is let time heal the wounds n hurts..I guess it is part of growing up
10.let go of people that once are important in my life and accept this true fact!! People come and people go,do not place so
much hope or rely on people so much. The friend u know today may turn to be a beast tmr..it is hard for me to do it at times, because thinking of it at times hurt me.. Life~~~ a smile is all I comfort myself
11.the future is within my grasp,soar like an eagle under Your wings..guide me won't You?
12.expect the unexpected,steady and face it..
13.I got stranded in airport for the first time in my life..flight was canceled due to snow storm in Oklahoma.
14.God let challenges and troubles come to me for me to grow.so if He allows them to come to
me,do not whine and have faith

lastly,happy birthday zhiyu!!! Miss u bro

I am updating this with my phone,forgive me if there are many typing errors and stuffs

next year will be a good one

Christmas season is coming~!!

Semester 1 is almost coming to an end..

tomorrow is my last paper. statistic. i know i am suppose to be mugging hard, but for some obvious reasons... I AM LAZY!!

i am exactly 4 months away from home
time passes real quickly, without me realizing. it is Christmas season..this christmas i have plenty to be thankful for..

first of all, i am thankful for the chance to study abroad. to get a first hand experience of cooking, managing my own life, studies etc etc.. i am better in cooking, mixing with people, managing my time?(although i am still late for class almost all the time) haha...

i am thankful for all that i have been through... those tears,sorrow, joy and pain..each and everyone of them..all these happened because they were allowed to happen to me..to bear my own consequences and learn to take responsibility of my actions.. it is still hard to at times, but i am getting better...look at them as a hurdle that i need to jump across to be better...hopefully time will heal my darkened past. None the less, the future is within my control. *excited*

to the people of OSU...yes, each of u played a part in my tiny bit of growing up.. there are too many names to be mentioned..u know who u are... thank you for teaching me and guiding me..
to tittater and babater, GO TIBATER GO!! hahahha..... album soon..

to my family members, a huge huge huge huge thank you for all the support and love u all have showered... still remember, when i got back my thermo exam 1..50/100 , i thought i am in for a lecture but instead u all kept me going. those endless, encouragement and assurance really helped me... this christmas season, my 1st ever christmas season away from home, missing u all...*finger crossed for next summer*

lastly, the true meaning of christmas, Thank you for dying on the cross for this world.. help me see things in your perspective..to rely on you, to know that you search the heart and not the outward appearence.. thank you for this semester, for everything u have given me.... help me grow more and more..to have a life of abundance...you have been really faithful..thank you Lord


I LOVE U ALL =)

anyway, i better get back to my statistic



DEAD WEEK in library:




















my 19 years old tutor, eldrick SAW chia hong. Thanks for thermo bro




















pictures by cortney tang.....




















looking up the window, i see the Daddy taking care of us..





















look at those eye bags...but it is worth it =)

I miss u

your favorite songs lingered in my mind

tears began to flow down endlessly

u r gone for 10 months now

time like this

i miss taking care of u

doing exercise with you

i will look forward to be united again with u

watch over us for the mean time

i love u

The road not taken

Learn things the hard way
there are 2 types of people in this world
either u learn things the easy way,
or u learn it through the hard way..
the hard way normally compelled with tears, anger,bitterness, disappointments etc...
people dun normally love to choose the 2nd way..
neither am i,
due to stubbornness and stupidity,
same goes with me
i chose to the road not taken
i hurt the people i care the most
when the damage is done
only to look back n realize, i have done wrong
it maybe too late
this time around, i am ready to face the consequences
ready to take full responsibility of everything
even it means alot of hurt n pain
and hopefully
change to be a better in the future..
a real man doesnt run away, he faces it..
i am not gonna run away anymore, not gonna hide things from u anymore..

to those imposters out there,
get a life..
examine ur own life b4 judging others..
none the less, i dun hate u... time will reveal everything...
goodnite

When I am with you

as it time like this make me think of u
u really treat me wonderfully good
i dun deserve it at all
those times spent together
memories together
will remain in my heart forever
now that things are different, very different
wonder how are you right there..
do take care pls...
i miss you, i do
i wish things would be simpler between us

this song is our song,
when i am with you..

Empowered

11-03-2009
As the wind continues to blow
As the workload pilling up
As the semester is coming to the end
As the heart is stabling down
As i change,
i learnt a very simple principle.. simplicity is the best
As simple as my dinner, ikan bilis mee hoon soup with sri raca, with fish cakes and fish balls
i am reminded by the very basic of happiness
i do not need a lot of reasons to be happy
i just need few of them
as i was overjoyed by the dinner i made, alot of sweet memories came alivee..
i miss everyone of them...
too many to mention...
miss those times i had back at home..
miss u all back at malaysia...

朋友

誰能夠划船不用槳 誰能夠揚成S有風向
誰能夠離開好朋友 沒有感傷
我可以 划船不用槳 我可以揚成S有風向
但是朋友啊 當你離我遠去 我卻不能不感傷
但是朋友啊 當你離我遠去 我卻不能不感傷



to all of my frens out there, this is from me to u..
no matter whether we are still close, once close, very close or never keep in touch right now,
i want to let u all know that i treasure u guys alot...
yes, each and everyone of u
to those who is reading this, take good care..
to others, each of ur names will remain in my heart.. primary, high school, college... etc etc
i will see u all soon....
miss u all
<3


xiang

Blessed birthday kor

A picture is better than 1000 words.

Since young, we both never been apart until recent years

Through thick & thin, Through "rotan & toilet sessions" (of course u always snake your way out xD)

None the less, we grew up hand in hand.

For the past 3 years, we never really have the chance to stay together and i thank God for august and september 2009..

although almost 3 years din really get close, but air yang dicincang tidak akan putus.

miss having u around kor kor..

when u r around, no matter how bad is my condition and situations, i always feel so secure around. knowing that u will take good care of me...
i guess that is wat family bond really mean.

i am glad u r back at home, filling the roles u once left it for me.. i learnt to be independent here..

look forward having u back for graduate school....

lastly, thank you kor kor...

wish both of us can still play eraser together, soccer, cycling " competition" together like we once did back in kerteh...

i love u forever kor kor...

from,
Xiang

Simplicity of life xD

Has anyone even wonder, is life really that simple??

Not a bit,need to deal with all kinds of people..

the plot in the novel "Dr Jeckyl and Mr Hide" ran thru my mind, realized that the book i used to hate really make sense..simplicity just doesn work anymore in this world, the surface expression can be a knife who stab u right at the heart.a smile is not a smile anymore. a greeting brings motive and revenge..

Why life has to be this way?
Can't there be any REAL love, peace and joy around? backstabbing and gossiping are gonna make things any better. WAKE UP PEOPLE, there is more than this...

Once when we were younger, a smile was really from the heart.
a sweet chant of "thank you" was from bottom of the heart
things said might be mean or straight forward at times, but at least it was sincere!!!
when we are exposed to cosmetic "masks", life is no longer simple..
just like putting on a facial mask, we THOUGHT we look really good on the outside... no pimples??
WTH.... the inside is rotting..~!!!!
the mask doesn serve its purpose anymore...bare in mind, once the mask is old n worn, the real color arises...
lets start changing !! together we can do it...

life isn't that hard anyway... PURE LOVE is out there...


WARNING: I am no perfect guy, that was the reason "we" is used in the post...i can be mean at times, can be caring at times, can be annoying at times. etc etc.. whatever i am to u, at least I AM WHO I AM...... hate pretenders!!!!! and of course i am working on changing myself to be a better person...

this world doesn need anymore hypocrites~~!!


*peace n hugs*

Pratha!!!

So it is a week since kor kor left me and went back malaysia. Life is really different and loneliness starts to creep in whenever i am back from class or during class intervals. None the less, i am slowly adjusting my life here, with tons of assignments, homeworks and readings to be done b4 heading to class. i guess i have never been this busy since my lovely primary school. i wonder how did i manage to pull thru upsr juggling between academic and extra curriculum activities. woosh.. of course less distractions then, and mummy's cane to keep me at bay.. wuhahahha..

thank god i have a housemate who is sweet enough to cook for me almost everyday. haha..it wasnt that bad after all..


anyway, does the nick sounds weird to u??

pratha..wat on earth is that???


last sunday when housemate is away to OKC with someone very very dear to her... i was home alone.. =(

after church around noon, she left with *erhem erhem*, and i didnt follow due to my VBA, english and thermo homework...*mummy, daddy, proud of me?? i am learning to think*

when the stomach growls, it is time for food!!! woohoo...
i actually made pratha, aka ROTI CANAI

together with curry, courtesy of housemate...here is some pictures...

p/s: the 1st time i actually fry something myself....

















*yummy yummy*




















pardon me of some miniature roti canai, due to unforseen circumstances xD




















me fryingggg, in my bluee sexyyy boxerss.. WOOHOO











































Finally, proudly present the most talkative and "handsome" boy in OSU....
KANCANA......he came by and had a great time.. until "someone" came and kacau....anyway, lets not talk about that....
"dun judge a book by its cover!!!" this joker can really spine ur head at times... nyway, he is a great fren really.. thanks man for helping me "find" my wallet the other day....























Back to my hw now... and honestly, i dont know why is it called PRATHA instead of ROTI CANAI.....

next week is mid autumn festival.. will be gathering for STEAMBOAT.. should be fun.. but until then... it is all FOCUS time...

*peace*

Reality Check

No longer were the days i can run without worries

Run like i once did, run blindly on the field like a knight with his fine shinny armor

It is no longer a 1oo meters sprint race which was and is still my pet event when it comes to athletic

No longer were the days where a yell would solve everything

The once very hyped up boy is slowly facing the reality..

Tolerance, patience, endurance is all i need

to finsh this marathon and finish it well, with the help of my daddy up above

and of course my beloved and deeply missed family and friends

changes
changes and more changes

the once hyped up Lik Xiang no longer can choose to throw tantrum anytime, anywhere
in fact, the heart need to learn to swallow n stay strong..
to those who lend a listening ear...
appreciate each of u

i miss my comfy bed..
=)

i love u all

xiang xiang

MOOO MOOOO~~!!!!

Go cowboys.
Apparently, OSU cowboys is having a football game this saturday afternoon.
Too bad i am not able to watch our 1st match of the season.
None the less, better plans are ahead..
I SMELL it...
Anyway, this is my first cowboys shirt.
I have no idea why in the world i bought this shirt
As I was taking a stroll from campus to home yesterday afternoon, I came across a merchandise stall and it is 50% off.. Given my unstable state of mind yesterday, I took it without thinking twice...not to mention thinking thrice.. xD ok.. lame..
Guess how much this NIke cowboy shirt cost??
u wouldn believe it..
it is only 9.25 dolars after discount..
Kinda love this shirt

LIK XIANG
Number 1

I may not be number 1 in most of ppl's lives, but i am certainly the first in quite a number of ppl..

FRI...
time for trip
but for now
assignments n revision

GO COWBOYS...

Xiang

Is there always a sunshine behind the cloudy sky?

9-2-2009

As I dragged myself out of my comforter, it is 8 in the morning
The sky is not as bright as usual, and it is freezing cold outside
Just as you know, the weather at Stillwater is strange.
A cup of neslo smoothen my throat
Just when i was about to bathe, a soaring pain down my stomach
it is toilet time!!
clock is tickling away 8.20

I was late for Statics class and cos of that I didnt get to hand in my assignment on time
Not sure whether I will get a big ZERO for it
i pray that miracle will happen
A lesson for me once again, thru the hard way
I guess I am a tough nut to crack..
Oh well,
Went to collect my Football tickets just now
Gloomy day for me
Even daddy in heaven knows I am moody
Hopefully, I wont bring disaster anymore to others

Sigh

the question remains,
Is there always a sunshine behing the cloudy sky?

All right, time to get back to my assignments!! endlessly

Xiang

IT ENDS TONIGHT

thanks for everything

One stone kills 2 birds

damn i am good!!


xD

While others are enjoying themselves....

While others went BROGA HILLS, celebrated endless of birthdayS and outings...

here am i..

it is indeed very STILL here at nite,
but it is not too bad..
i am picking up...

as i always do..
slack abit.. but not too bad..
will pick up the pace real soon...

CAN U IMAGINE LIK XIANG COOKING~~!!! actually not really cooking, cutting chicken only...

Stillwater, OKlahoma shall be a place to LEARN LEARN LEARN n GROW... and of course ENJOY!!!!
























yucky chicken

TGIF~~!!

How is Malaysia doing without the noise pollution of lik xiang??

*gulp gulp*

THANK GOD IT IS FRIDAY~ now i understand y the restaurant is named TGIF.. fuu.. second week of classes done, i am just glad that it is friday. meaning i can be more relax (doesn mean i can slack)and take a breathe off my hectic schedule.

second week of classes are nothing much more n more assignment. Excel assignment coming in.and routine statics & thermo homework due too...

tmr there is a official malaysian lunch gathering..i predict it will be boring..i need to be positive.need to plan for winter break trip.. woohoo. i am so looking forward towards it...yeash!!!

not many pictures going on here..sorry ppl...
listening to the music used to be ours
mind cant stop thinking about everything
u wouldnt care anymore
i treasure u alot

Regrets

The best part of growing up is learning from the mistakes one made...

often times, damage caused are permanent..

sigh.. wat to do...

look forward and strive harder...

wasted,
wasted,

if only ...

if only ...


*chapter close, mind shut*

not gonna think of it anymore..