Saturday, December 26, 2009

The year of 2009

So the year 2009 is coming to an end
so how did my year go?
Well,all I can say is that a lot of things happen this year
there are too many unexpected things or maybe I see it coming but just din take action to bother it
the year 2009 is really a year of transition for me
why is that so?
1. First time leaving family behind and study abroad.those physical,mental n spiritual challenge that I have to face,but I am glad that it's gettin better now.
2. Learnt to live with others and the skills to communicate with others. I may fail a couple of times along the way,but I am going to and getting better..
3. The huge difference of trust and faith. Experience great abundance of faith by the lord
4. My first 4.0 in my college life. Honestly,I couldn't have done it with the people around me,my family support and most importantly the grace of god
5. I learnt how to tolerate u and accept things
6. Haha,first time planning a trip!!
7. I must admit this,making decision especially big ones is really s tough one for me,but so far so good? I dunno
8. One of the most important lesson I must say,to be honest with the people u care about,although the outcome may not be of liking but at least honesty is there. It is ok sometimes to let ppl see the weaker side of me, and not brag along with egoness and self centeredness. I paid the price by not doing earlier, oh well, the past is to be put to rest
9. Regret is remorseful,but to learn from It is a gold. I did things that I regretted. It is too late to change things now. All I can do is let time heal the wounds n hurts..I guess it is part of growing up
10.let go of people that once are important in my life and accept this true fact!! People come and people go,do not place so
much hope or rely on people so much. The friend u know today may turn to be a beast tmr..it is hard for me to do it at times, because thinking of it at times hurt me.. Life~~~ a smile is all I comfort myself
11.the future is within my grasp,soar like an eagle under Your wings..guide me won't You?
12.expect the unexpected,steady and face it..
13.I got stranded in airport for the first time in my life..flight was canceled due to snow storm in Oklahoma.
14.God let challenges and troubles come to me for me to grow.so if He allows them to come to
me,do not whine and have faith

lastly,happy birthday zhiyu!!! Miss u bro

I am updating this with my phone,forgive me if there are many typing errors and stuffs

next year will be a good one

1 comment:

Kelly° said...

you probably wouldn't even be seeing this. but hey, it's worth a shot. and umm..

i'm gonna sound really selfish and really really 'think you're so important'. i kinda get the 'sort of people' you're talking about but i hope that number 10 would never ever ever ever apply to me.

haha. there. honesty :D
miss ya, xiang (: