At times, the flow of growing up just grieves me.

As i grow older each day, things in my life disappear one by one.no longer were the days when i can just wander my days off without any purpose, where i can build build sand castle by the beach, cycle around my taman without any worries. spend time playing football with drew n kor kor..

As i ran into my teenage year, i realized how much i hated it.A lot of things if given a second chance i would love to go back n change them. the whole list of it. firstly, i had to endure kuantan without my parents. i guess there was where i learn to be independent and be mean. not because i love to but i have to in order for me to survived and triumph. survival of the fittest.. kuantan was jus a brief chapter of my life. Petaling Jaya--my next destination.. there were plenty of joy and sorrow at the same time. More n more shits in my life, of course at the same time where i met most of my best frens now. blessings in disguise eh..

College life was next. to be honest, it is not as exciting and fun as i thought it would turn up to be.. u never know who is real to u. different frens for different class. some of them just backstab u whenever they got the chance. that explains y i rarely have close frens in college... i just cant risk it..at the same time, more problems creep in..

As i grow older on earth each seconds, it kept me thinking, what is that i treasure ? what is that i want in this life? faces that are so fond to me slowly disappear, fading away as the wind blow..can i relly on those faces i once trust and love so much? only time can tell..
one by one left..
soon is my turn to leave..
how is it gonna be?am i gonna be just someone that goes by?will i remembered as a hero or a villian?
to those who treasure me, i will treasure u certainly...
watever is it.. life goes on..

"life is predestined, but one still have his or her free will"

Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow

Compare me with the one better than me, not those who are worse

so that i may improve and be better

Never look back and ponder,instead march ahead with full authority, like a knight succoring in his armor...

what tomorrow will bring?it is for me to go through with excitement and faith.

being pushed around will really on my nerves,but i shall forgive and be stronger.

love those who love u, and of course love also those who hate me---(kinda hard but no harm trying)

life has been challenging and loving and good for me recently
oh well, calculus test 2 is next week..
gosh.. better start preparing...
zack leaving tmr...
sadness..

"Earth as a passing by"

Edmund Chan

R u holding back like the way i do?

8th of Feb 2009

3 years ago in Golden Sands, Port Dickson
Attended YBMEW with zack, zhi and few more

Z was there for CYZ getaways.. hahaa...
and and while playing basketball..
this was wat happened..
















my right hand's baby finger...snapped...















"Y-shaped"bone















The engineer fixed my dislocated bone...



here am i 3 years down the road...
















1st time name stick behind chair in church...
VIP kononnya..


WOOhoo.. baptism~~!!!































me n zacky finally decided to make this declaration to the public!!















zack's turn















Yay!! die old-xiang















rise!!! new-xiang

















member of DUMC officially...



Things will never be the same again...

Valentines day

As the world celebrated Valentine's day, the day reminded me of LOVE..

This year's valentine certainyl worth every second..

not because i am involved in a relationship...

but because i know i am LOVED..

but because people around me actually LOVE me,

they made my day..

celebrating this special day with my fren and creator really was a great 1...

finally,

how do u define LOVE?

it is simply joy, peace, goodness,kindness, faithfulness,gentleness, self-control,longsuffering.

have all this and u will have the best days ahead...
trust me..

i din know u were so sweet..

i always have things about u

tonight u showed me something different

sorry for the things i have against u

finally,

u made my day!!!

thanks


learnt something today, do not close the door for someone or something jus because of some misunderstanding, misjudgement or because of diff opinion.he or she is not as bad as u think..
dont ever throw judgement or impression towards ppl..

给你,你你你的话

好久没写华文字了
感觉有点怪怪的
在短短的这几天我学会了很多东西
我也杆强了不少

考试分数还不错
多谢你给的支持，谢谢你！！

记得，
就算世界于你为敌
我答应会陪你度过。

最后，
依靠不是一种折磨，反而是一种幸福。
再见

Lega Hatiku~~

calculus 3 test was ok...manage to do..woohoo..
it is a thrus...and a day for me to rest..
yeap..
this weekend is a exciting weekend for me..
gonna go for my baptism with zacky also..
nervous yet glad...
and open house this weekend at jia jiann's hse.. will be a nice 1 gathering with high school frens..
life is more relaxed now...
ra 3 skills getting better too eh... hahaha...

miss mama at times...
always in my heart...

Cal 3 n 3 n 3....

enough of leipiz's name in DE las few terms...
when dr chan mentioned his name... feeel irritated..
test on wed...
heading to drain...

study study study..

ciao ciao ciao