She came then She left..

She raised me up since young..
She sees me thru my adolesence and teenage years..
She help mould to be who i am today...
My vain-ness came from her...since i was 4, she will make sure kor n i look like a superstar when we go kuantan or anywhere...
After coming back from SJK Chee Mong in my primary years, the 1st thing i did when i came home was to sit on the dinner table and enjoy fried fish with my fav chili tat she made...
When i was 14...half a year staying with sis n her in Kuantan..
---Mum n dad weren around except for the weekend..with her supervising us...i used to hate doing chores...
The family moved to PJ ...met with a serious accident back in 2003.
---I was there to witness the whole tragic incident.
---God gave her another 5 years as she suffers from brecial plexus plain..although i neglected her at times...

Nov 2008-Dec2008
i was given the chance to take care of her..bathe her,exercise with her etc etc...
it was really a whole new experience for me... i burst and shouted at her for the 1st few days...
but later on, i have the peace and joy to go thru these routines with her...
i just love to sit down n watch her go thru her routines.the way she washed her mouth,bathe.. that is this unique n systematic way of doing it..
i learnt to enjoy the process of taking care of her..
i taught her this song while i was walking her
"walk walk, walk walk in the light
walk walk, walk walk in the light
walking in the light of God"

no matter how weak she was at tat time, she just wanted to exercise..we will spur each other on..

now tat she is gone, went to a better place...
i have no regrets anymore...
i am jus thankful for the chance of taking care of her..
urge u ppl out there....appreciate each n everyone while u still can

see u one day my mama...

i love u

will definately miss our times together.talking bout life
will think of u always especially during chinese new year
will instill in me wat u passed down..
thanks mama...