I miss u

your favorite songs lingered in my mind

tears began to flow down endlessly

u r gone for 10 months now

time like this

i miss taking care of u

doing exercise with you

i will look forward to be united again with u

watch over us for the mean time

i love u

The road not taken

Learn things the hard way
there are 2 types of people in this world
either u learn things the easy way,
or u learn it through the hard way..
the hard way normally compelled with tears, anger,bitterness, disappointments etc...
people dun normally love to choose the 2nd way..
neither am i,
due to stubbornness and stupidity,
same goes with me
i chose to the road not taken
i hurt the people i care the most
when the damage is done
only to look back n realize, i have done wrong
it maybe too late
this time around, i am ready to face the consequences
ready to take full responsibility of everything
even it means alot of hurt n pain
and hopefully
change to be a better in the future..
a real man doesnt run away, he faces it..
i am not gonna run away anymore, not gonna hide things from u anymore..

to those imposters out there,
get a life..
examine ur own life b4 judging others..
none the less, i dun hate u... time will reveal everything...
goodnite

When I am with you

as it time like this make me think of u
u really treat me wonderfully good
i dun deserve it at all
those times spent together
memories together
will remain in my heart forever
now that things are different, very different
wonder how are you right there..
do take care pls...
i miss you, i do
i wish things would be simpler between us

this song is our song,
when i am with you..

Empowered

11-03-2009
As the wind continues to blow
As the workload pilling up
As the semester is coming to the end
As the heart is stabling down
As i change,
i learnt a very simple principle.. simplicity is the best
As simple as my dinner, ikan bilis mee hoon soup with sri raca, with fish cakes and fish balls
i am reminded by the very basic of happiness
i do not need a lot of reasons to be happy
i just need few of them
as i was overjoyed by the dinner i made, alot of sweet memories came alivee..
i miss everyone of them...
too many to mention...
miss those times i had back at home..
miss u all back at malaysia...

朋友

誰能夠划船不用槳 誰能夠揚成S有風向
誰能夠離開好朋友 沒有感傷
我可以 划船不用槳 我可以揚成S有風向
但是朋友啊 當你離我遠去 我卻不能不感傷
但是朋友啊 當你離我遠去 我卻不能不感傷



to all of my frens out there, this is from me to u..
no matter whether we are still close, once close, very close or never keep in touch right now,
i want to let u all know that i treasure u guys alot...
yes, each and everyone of u
to those who is reading this, take good care..
to others, each of ur names will remain in my heart.. primary, high school, college... etc etc
i will see u all soon....
miss u all
<3


xiang

Blessed birthday kor

A picture is better than 1000 words.

Since young, we both never been apart until recent years

Through thick & thin, Through "rotan & toilet sessions" (of course u always snake your way out xD)

None the less, we grew up hand in hand.

For the past 3 years, we never really have the chance to stay together and i thank God for august and september 2009..

although almost 3 years din really get close, but air yang dicincang tidak akan putus.

miss having u around kor kor..

when u r around, no matter how bad is my condition and situations, i always feel so secure around. knowing that u will take good care of me...
i guess that is wat family bond really mean.

i am glad u r back at home, filling the roles u once left it for me.. i learnt to be independent here..

look forward having u back for graduate school....

lastly, thank you kor kor...

wish both of us can still play eraser together, soccer, cycling " competition" together like we once did back in kerteh...

i love u forever kor kor...

from,
Xiang

Simplicity of life xD

Has anyone even wonder, is life really that simple??

Not a bit,need to deal with all kinds of people..

the plot in the novel "Dr Jeckyl and Mr Hide" ran thru my mind, realized that the book i used to hate really make sense..simplicity just doesn work anymore in this world, the surface expression can be a knife who stab u right at the heart.a smile is not a smile anymore. a greeting brings motive and revenge..

Why life has to be this way?
Can't there be any REAL love, peace and joy around? backstabbing and gossiping are gonna make things any better. WAKE UP PEOPLE, there is more than this...

Once when we were younger, a smile was really from the heart.
a sweet chant of "thank you" was from bottom of the heart
things said might be mean or straight forward at times, but at least it was sincere!!!
when we are exposed to cosmetic "masks", life is no longer simple..
just like putting on a facial mask, we THOUGHT we look really good on the outside... no pimples??
WTH.... the inside is rotting..~!!!!
the mask doesn serve its purpose anymore...bare in mind, once the mask is old n worn, the real color arises...
lets start changing !! together we can do it...

life isn't that hard anyway... PURE LOVE is out there...


WARNING: I am no perfect guy, that was the reason "we" is used in the post...i can be mean at times, can be caring at times, can be annoying at times. etc etc.. whatever i am to u, at least I AM WHO I AM...... hate pretenders!!!!! and of course i am working on changing myself to be a better person...

this world doesn need anymore hypocrites~~!!


*peace n hugs*

Pratha!!!

So it is a week since kor kor left me and went back malaysia. Life is really different and loneliness starts to creep in whenever i am back from class or during class intervals. None the less, i am slowly adjusting my life here, with tons of assignments, homeworks and readings to be done b4 heading to class. i guess i have never been this busy since my lovely primary school. i wonder how did i manage to pull thru upsr juggling between academic and extra curriculum activities. woosh.. of course less distractions then, and mummy's cane to keep me at bay.. wuhahahha..

thank god i have a housemate who is sweet enough to cook for me almost everyday. haha..it wasnt that bad after all..


anyway, does the nick sounds weird to u??

pratha..wat on earth is that???


last sunday when housemate is away to OKC with someone very very dear to her... i was home alone.. =(

after church around noon, she left with *erhem erhem*, and i didnt follow due to my VBA, english and thermo homework...*mummy, daddy, proud of me?? i am learning to think*

when the stomach growls, it is time for food!!! woohoo...
i actually made pratha, aka ROTI CANAI

together with curry, courtesy of housemate...here is some pictures...

p/s: the 1st time i actually fry something myself....

















*yummy yummy*




















pardon me of some miniature roti canai, due to unforseen circumstances xD




















me fryingggg, in my bluee sexyyy boxerss.. WOOHOO











































Finally, proudly present the most talkative and "handsome" boy in OSU....
KANCANA......he came by and had a great time.. until "someone" came and kacau....anyway, lets not talk about that....
"dun judge a book by its cover!!!" this joker can really spine ur head at times... nyway, he is a great fren really.. thanks man for helping me "find" my wallet the other day....























Back to my hw now... and honestly, i dont know why is it called PRATHA instead of ROTI CANAI.....

next week is mid autumn festival.. will be gathering for STEAMBOAT.. should be fun.. but until then... it is all FOCUS time...

*peace*