Christmas season is coming~!!

Semester 1 is almost coming to an end..

tomorrow is my last paper. statistic. i know i am suppose to be mugging hard, but for some obvious reasons... I AM LAZY!!

i am exactly 4 months away from home
time passes real quickly, without me realizing. it is Christmas season..this christmas i have plenty to be thankful for..

first of all, i am thankful for the chance to study abroad. to get a first hand experience of cooking, managing my own life, studies etc etc.. i am better in cooking, mixing with people, managing my time?(although i am still late for class almost all the time) haha...

i am thankful for all that i have been through... those tears,sorrow, joy and pain..each and everyone of them..all these happened because they were allowed to happen to me..to bear my own consequences and learn to take responsibility of my actions.. it is still hard to at times, but i am getting better...look at them as a hurdle that i need to jump across to be better...hopefully time will heal my darkened past. None the less, the future is within my control. *excited*

to the people of OSU...yes, each of u played a part in my tiny bit of growing up.. there are too many names to be mentioned..u know who u are... thank you for teaching me and guiding me..
to tittater and babater, GO TIBATER GO!! hahahha..... album soon..

to my family members, a huge huge huge huge thank you for all the support and love u all have showered... still remember, when i got back my thermo exam 1..50/100 , i thought i am in for a lecture but instead u all kept me going. those endless, encouragement and assurance really helped me... this christmas season, my 1st ever christmas season away from home, missing u all...*finger crossed for next summer*

lastly, the true meaning of christmas, Thank you for dying on the cross for this world.. help me see things in your perspective..to rely on you, to know that you search the heart and not the outward appearence.. thank you for this semester, for everything u have given me.... help me grow more and more..to have a life of abundance...you have been really faithful..thank you Lord


I LOVE U ALL =)

anyway, i better get back to my statistic



DEAD WEEK in library:




















my 19 years old tutor, eldrick SAW chia hong. Thanks for thermo bro




















pictures by cortney tang.....




















looking up the window, i see the Daddy taking care of us..





















look at those eye bags...but it is worth it =)

I miss u

your favorite songs lingered in my mind

tears began to flow down endlessly

u r gone for 10 months now

time like this

i miss taking care of u

doing exercise with you

i will look forward to be united again with u

watch over us for the mean time

i love u

The road not taken

Learn things the hard way
there are 2 types of people in this world
either u learn things the easy way,
or u learn it through the hard way..
the hard way normally compelled with tears, anger,bitterness, disappointments etc...
people dun normally love to choose the 2nd way..
neither am i,
due to stubbornness and stupidity,
same goes with me
i chose to the road not taken
i hurt the people i care the most
when the damage is done
only to look back n realize, i have done wrong
it maybe too late
this time around, i am ready to face the consequences
ready to take full responsibility of everything
even it means alot of hurt n pain
and hopefully
change to be a better in the future..
a real man doesnt run away, he faces it..
i am not gonna run away anymore, not gonna hide things from u anymore..

to those imposters out there,
get a life..
examine ur own life b4 judging others..
none the less, i dun hate u... time will reveal everything...
goodnite

When I am with you

as it time like this make me think of u
u really treat me wonderfully good
i dun deserve it at all
those times spent together
memories together
will remain in my heart forever
now that things are different, very different
wonder how are you right there..
do take care pls...
i miss you, i do
i wish things would be simpler between us

this song is our song,
when i am with you..

Empowered

11-03-2009
As the wind continues to blow
As the workload pilling up
As the semester is coming to the end
As the heart is stabling down
As i change,
i learnt a very simple principle.. simplicity is the best
As simple as my dinner, ikan bilis mee hoon soup with sri raca, with fish cakes and fish balls
i am reminded by the very basic of happiness
i do not need a lot of reasons to be happy
i just need few of them
as i was overjoyed by the dinner i made, alot of sweet memories came alivee..
i miss everyone of them...
too many to mention...
miss those times i had back at home..
miss u all back at malaysia...

朋友

誰能夠划船不用槳 誰能夠揚成S有風向
誰能夠離開好朋友 沒有感傷
我可以 划船不用槳 我可以揚成S有風向
但是朋友啊 當你離我遠去 我卻不能不感傷
但是朋友啊 當你離我遠去 我卻不能不感傷



to all of my frens out there, this is from me to u..
no matter whether we are still close, once close, very close or never keep in touch right now,
i want to let u all know that i treasure u guys alot...
yes, each and everyone of u
to those who is reading this, take good care..
to others, each of ur names will remain in my heart.. primary, high school, college... etc etc
i will see u all soon....
miss u all
<3


xiang

Blessed birthday kor

A picture is better than 1000 words.

Since young, we both never been apart until recent years

Through thick & thin, Through "rotan & toilet sessions" (of course u always snake your way out xD)

None the less, we grew up hand in hand.

For the past 3 years, we never really have the chance to stay together and i thank God for august and september 2009..

although almost 3 years din really get close, but air yang dicincang tidak akan putus.

miss having u around kor kor..

when u r around, no matter how bad is my condition and situations, i always feel so secure around. knowing that u will take good care of me...
i guess that is wat family bond really mean.

i am glad u r back at home, filling the roles u once left it for me.. i learnt to be independent here..

look forward having u back for graduate school....

lastly, thank you kor kor...

wish both of us can still play eraser together, soccer, cycling " competition" together like we once did back in kerteh...

i love u forever kor kor...

from,
Xiang

Simplicity of life xD

Has anyone even wonder, is life really that simple??

Not a bit,need to deal with all kinds of people..

the plot in the novel "Dr Jeckyl and Mr Hide" ran thru my mind, realized that the book i used to hate really make sense..simplicity just doesn work anymore in this world, the surface expression can be a knife who stab u right at the heart.a smile is not a smile anymore. a greeting brings motive and revenge..

Why life has to be this way?
Can't there be any REAL love, peace and joy around? backstabbing and gossiping are gonna make things any better. WAKE UP PEOPLE, there is more than this...

Once when we were younger, a smile was really from the heart.
a sweet chant of "thank you" was from bottom of the heart
things said might be mean or straight forward at times, but at least it was sincere!!!
when we are exposed to cosmetic "masks", life is no longer simple..
just like putting on a facial mask, we THOUGHT we look really good on the outside... no pimples??
WTH.... the inside is rotting..~!!!!
the mask doesn serve its purpose anymore...bare in mind, once the mask is old n worn, the real color arises...
lets start changing !! together we can do it...

life isn't that hard anyway... PURE LOVE is out there...


WARNING: I am no perfect guy, that was the reason "we" is used in the post...i can be mean at times, can be caring at times, can be annoying at times. etc etc.. whatever i am to u, at least I AM WHO I AM...... hate pretenders!!!!! and of course i am working on changing myself to be a better person...

this world doesn need anymore hypocrites~~!!


*peace n hugs*