Up and roariong again!

thanks all of u!

tired!!

i am falling...falling deep deep down......

i am tired....tired of everything!!!!!

jus ranting!

finally i decided to blog after so long....

at times, i ask myself...y am i always have to be "second class"...no matter in everything i do....cannot always be the 1st class.....as u know...when u board a 1st class flight.. u got all d advantages and benefits.....

same goes here... y am i always being treated and looked as 2nd best... i can never hav d advantages and benefits....in everything i do.... i tried to see things from a diff angle..."mayb they do these and tat....said these and tat for my own good?" but thinking back....i asked myself....am i now worth the trust???am i not worth anything??? when "they" r out of idea... "they" will come to me... as though i am a dog of sumthing????cant i be d 1st in their mind??? my goodness!!!!y mus i be the 2nd class to them.....sigh....i cant take it anymore.... feel like bursting out....so i decided to write it instead.....

whateva man...

tat's all i hav to update now.... looking forward for cg tonite.... will be great seeing all of them... zhiyu, zhi, zack, james...d whole bunch.....

finally, lesson of the day..

"bounce back stronger, and never giv up"

Another appreciation???

lately things circulated around me n family...

friday, my dad's uncle passed away suddenly....suspected heart attack... she is my grandma's brother's wife....a frenly and "in" old lady...in her late 70s...i still remember those times i visited her during chinese new year... so much food and fun...

i last saw her few years back... d smile on her face still clearly projected in my mind...but life is like tat....sigh.....

i wana just appreciate all the ppl around me....whether close or far apart...know tat u r alwiz in my heart... appreciate those around u while u still can for one day he or she is maybe not there for u to love and care anymore.....when d time comes, u can only silent say a prayer for him or her....wishing all d best in life or after life.....

bak kata pepatah "sesal dahulu berpendapatan, sesal kemudian tak berguna"

renung-renungkan lah....

peace out..

Appreciation!!!

sigh.....

words for u.......

When i needed u, u r always there for me...

when i am nothing, u r often being ditched aside...

but u never fail to care and give me a helping hand..

u taught me many things......

been a great leader, a great fren, a great sister to me....

all d advices and encouragement will always be sticked in my head...

all the memories of ur blurness and lame-ness will always be cherished....

glad to know u better the whole last year....although things happened along the way...but i thank God for this frenship and i really appreciate it alot...

many times i've failed u Jie, whether it is in cg or in life....
i promise u i will change and be a mature person....

now that d pillar tat i can lean on is not longer there for me..
but i will come up stronger...u too ya jie.... hehe..

take good care ya when u r in India, be strong and alert k Jie? =D
stay strong in God & hav faith ya...keep in touch...

lyvie Jie, will miss u alot.....see u around next year yea... *hugs*

thanks jie...

forever my jie...=D


love,
ur di di
xiang

Back with a bang!!!

waiting...


waiting........


waiting..............



FINALLY..lik xiang is back with a bang...woohoooo....1st of all i would lik to appologize for d delay on my blog....due to unforseen circumstances.......my 2 weeks plus hols had come to an end....started new sem.....i am taking chemistry 2 and marconecon tis sem.....by the look at the sub and lecturers......i foresee a dreadful and hectic semester ahead....sigh....but perseverance..i can do it...

my 1st result is out.... got 3.86 over 4......i guess i still got some room of improvement.....alot more to go....tis is jus the beginning....plenty of semester ahead.....i need Your strength!!!!haha.....

how did my hols past????thinking back....the 1st week of hols relatively busy with grandma.. she undergone cataract operation on her left eye... so being the good grandson i visited her everyday.... *clap clap*

on the 22nd....hehe...went to the ship wif ryl... our 8months anniversary.....!!! weee.... had a great time wif her...haha.... she had her favourite escargots.... thanks dear for everything.... heart heart u....<3

went out wif lynn.....she left for canada edi....sigh....thanks lynn for the frenship all these years...lets put effort to make our frenship better in the future k????all the best there and keep in touch alwiz ya......

went out wif ryl n gang few times to watch movie...hah....catch up wif my old frens as well....

how can a post without emo-nesss???

las 2 weeks i mus say... i said things tat hurt u....done things tat made u unhappy.....made me sad as well....but we eventually patch things up and happy happy again...treasure treasure u k......so happpy.....blekk.....from today onwards happy happy k....

lesson of the day........

certain things r better to be left unsaid!!!xD

ciao for now

xiang^^